Some Notes on The Politics and Ideology of Hate,
Part Two
A Personal Perspective - My Uncertitude of Knowing
The Bad of Extremists
For some forty years, from 1968 to around 2008, I as a fanatical
idealist placed some ideal - some illusory, some believed in
perfection - before people, hubristically believing (as fanatics
and extremists always seem to do) that some ideology
[1]
and its attempted implementation was more
important than personal love, than fairness, than compassion,
than kindness, than tolerance, than empathy, than peace, than
wu-wei.
Thus, as a fanatical idealist, I was so dissatisfied, so
discontented, with the societies of the West - especially with
the society I regarded as my homeland, the United Kingdom - that
I actively saught to undermine and change them by political and
revolutionary means, by incitement to disaffection and even by
terror.
For the first thirty years of this discontent (1968-1998) my
desire was to establish, in Britain, a neo-nazi - a racist -
society, believing as I did in the superiority of 'the Aryan
race' and enamoured as I was of National-Socialist Germany and
of Hitler's struggle for power between 1919 and 1933. Thus the
idealized, the romanticized, National-Socialism I believed in
and the historically-inaccurate NS Germany I admired were my
inspiration, and with the dedication and the hardness and
harshness of a fanatic, an extremist, I joined several racist,
fascist, neo-nazi, and paramilitary organizations; engaged in
street brawls, wrote and distributed propaganda, gave vitriolic
speeches; organized demonstrations, incited hatred and violence;
founded two new neo-nazi groups; was imprisoned for violence and
arrested nearly a dozen times for a variety of other criminal
offences.
Between 1998 and 2008 - following my conversion to Islam - my
activities were directed toward undermining the societies of the
West (and especially those of Britain and America) and toward
aiding Muslims fighting elsewhere - undertaking Jihad - for the
establishment, in their lands, of Shariah as the only law.
During these forty extremist years I ranted and I railed against
what I believed were 'the problems of the West', the 'decadence
of the West', and propagandistically
trumpeted the ideal
type of society I believed in and thus considered was better
than all existing societies. During my neo-nazi years, this
ideal, this idealized, society was a new National-Socialist one,
an ideal that I in perhaps some small way helped create through
voluminous writings written during the 1990's with titles such
as
The Meaning of National-Socialism, Why
National-Socialism Is Not Racist, and
The Complete
Guide to the Aryan Way of Life. During my
Jihadi-supporting years, this ideal, this idealized, society was
one inspired by the Khilafah and was to be established in some
Muslim land or lands by a return to the pure guidance of Quran
and Sunnah, and by Jihad 'against apostates, and the kuffar and
their collaborators'.
The error here - the error I persisted in for some forty years -
is the error of faulty, unbalanced, judgement, deriving from
extremism and hubris; an error that leads to, that develops,
that nurtures, bad individuals and thus leads to inhumanity, to
violence, prejudice, anger, discontent, hatred, brutality,
terrorism. An error caused both by the distorted view of people
and of existing societies that extremist ideologies cause or at
least encourage, and by some ideal, some ideology, being
cherished more than human beings.
For the personal fault of extremists seems to be that of being
unable and/or unwilling to view, to consider, the good that
exists in people, in society, and/or of ignoring the potential
for good, or change toward the good, which is within people,
within society, within what-is. To prefer the dream in their
head to reality; and/or to prefer the struggle, the strife, the
conflict, to stability and peace; and/or to need or to desire
repeated stimulation/excitement. One cause of such things could,
in my view - from my experience - be the inability or the
unwillingness of a person, an extremist, to develope and use
their own individual judgement, as well as the inability or the
unwillingness to take individual, moral, responsibility for
their actions and for the effects those actions personally have
upon people. Thus violence, prejudice, hatred, brutality,
killing, and terror, are not judged by the moral criteria of how
they affect and harm people but instead by whether they aid the
goal - the implementation of the cherished ideal - or, worst of
all, by whether they provide excitement and/or provide the
individual with a sense of purpose, a 'destiny', a sense of
being special, a 'hero' to their kindred extremists, or at least
of being remembered.
In my own case, I justified what I did - my extremism - by
appeals to the goal I ardently believed in and ardently desired,
and thus ignored or overlooked or dismissed as unimportant the
many benefits that Western societies provide and have provided,
concentrating instead on the faults, the problems, of such
societies, or on assumed faults and problems. In addition, and
most importantly, I arrogantly felt I 'knew', that I
'understood' - that I, or my cherished beliefs, my ideology,
were right; correct,
the solution to all problems,
personal and of society, and that these problems urgently needed
to be dealt with. There was, therefore, a desire in me to
interfere, to act, based on this arrogant misplaced feeling of
having 'the right answers', of being right; of having 'seen the
flaws' in society and/or in people.
In addition, my judgement derived from, was based on, was
dependant upon, The Cause, the ideology; and so was unbalanced,
bad, flawed. For The Cause, the ideology, gave meaning and set
the boundaries, the limits, of knowing, of doing. For example,
in the case of National-Socialism, there was the boundary of
duty, which was "to promote National-Socialism [and] to strive
to act in accord with Nature's will by preserving, defending and
evolving one's own folk."
[2] There
was the meaning of 'pursuing idealism/excellence/the will of
Nature' over and above 'personal happiness' as well as the need
to 'overthrow the existing System based on materialism'
[3].
There was the knowing that 'race and Nature' defined us as human
beings so that our most essential knowledge was to know our
kind, our 'destiny', and the 'will of Nature', a will manifest,
for example, in kampf and idealized in such abstractions as 'a
new Reich', Homo Galactica, a Galactic Imperium, and so on and
so forth.
The flawed judgement, the lack of critical balance - the lack of
humanity - that resulted meant that I did not take individual
responsibility for the harm I caused, I inflicted, I incited.
Instead, I shifted the responsibility onto the ideology, thus
justifying or trying to justify the consequences of my deeds, of
my incitement, by appeals to the ideology ('the end justifies
the means') and by the belief that the ideology needed to be
urgently implemented 'for the good of the people', with 'the
people' of course always being viewed abstractly (as a race or
folk), being idealized or romanticized and divorced from, or
more usually considered as being built from, the harsh
consequences of striving to implement such a harsh ideology.
Therefore, it seems to me now that a reasonable illustration of
extremism might be to liken it to some contagious disease, some
sickness, or some ailment. One that alters not only the
behaviour of individuals but also their perception, their
thinking; how they perceive the world; and one that inclines
them toward being bad and toward ignoring the good that already
exists in society and the credit due to society for aiding such
good. A disease or an ailment or a sickness that inclines them
toward acting in an unbalanced and unethical manner, disruptive
to other people and disruptive to society, and careless of, or
indifferent to, the harm they do, the suffering they cause.
The Good of Society
The simple truth of the present and so evident to me now - in
respect of the societies of the West, and especially of
societies such as those currently existing in America and
Britain - is that for all their problems and all their flaws
they seem to be much better than those elsewhere, and certainly
better than what existed in the past. That is, that there is,
within them, a certain tolerance; a certain respect for the
individual; a certain duty of care; and certainly still a
freedom of life, of expression, as well as a standard of living
which, for perhaps the majority, is better than elsewhere in the
world and most certainly better than existed there and elsewhere
in the past.
In addition, there are within their structures - such as their
police forces, their governments, their social and governmental
institutions - people of good will, of humanity, of fairness,
who strive to do what is good, right. Indeed, far more good
people in such places than bad people, so that a certain
balance, the balance of goodness, is maintained even though
occasionally (but not for long) that balance may seem to waver
somewhat.
Furthermore, many or most of the flaws, the problems, within
such societies are recognized and openly discussed, with a
multitude of people of good will, of humanity, of fairness,
dedicating themselves to helping those affected by such flaws,
such problems. In addition, there are many others trying to
improve those societies, and to trying find or implement
solutions to such problems, in tolerant ways which do not cause
conflict or involve the harshness, the violence, the hatred, of
extremism.
[4]
This truth about the good
[5] in our
current societies, so evident now, leads me to ask how could I
not have seen it before? How can extremists, in general, not
see, understand, appreciate, this truth? How can they - as I
once did - seek to destroy that balance; destroy all that such
societies, despite their flaws and their problems, have
achieved? How can they ignore the good work of the plethora of
individuals seeking to change those societies for the better in
a reasoned and tolerant manner?
I can only, in truth, answer for myself, based on some years of
introspection. As an extremist in thrall to an ideology and thus
seeking to disrupt, change, to overthrow an existing society -
to incite disaffection - I had no reason, no incentive, to
emphasize the good that had and has been wrought by successive
governments, by the introduction of laws, and by the people,
such as the police and the security services, who in their
majority tried from the best of motives to do and to uphold what
was good by striving to counter and bring to justice those who
who were bad, those who in some way harmed or saught to harm
others from whatever motive and for whatever reason.
Indeed, I was for the most part wilfully ignorant of this good,
and when mention or experience of it could not be ignored for
some reason, or might prove useful for propaganda purposes, what
was good was almost always attributed to something which the
parameters of the ideology allowed for. For instance, the good
actions of an heroic policeman would be judged by the parameters
of whether he was 'Aryan' - in which case 'the good' resulted
from him being Aryan, having an Aryan nature - or whether those
actions in some way, however small, helped 'us' and our Cause,
as for example if the person in question had dealt with and
caught 'black people' rioting or committing crimes. There was
thus a biased, a blinkered, a prejudiced, a bigoted view of both
events and people.
In my own case, and for example, I have some forty years
experience of interaction with the police, from ordinary
constables and detectives, to custody sergeants, to officers
from specialist branches such as SO12, SO13, and crime squads.
During that time, I have known far more good police officers
than bad - corrupt - ones. Furthermore, I realized that most of
those I came into contact with were good individuals, motivated
by the best of intentions, who were trying to do their best,
often under difficult circumstances, and often to help victims
of dishonourable deeds, catch those responsible for such deeds,
and/or prevent such deeds.
But what did I during my extremist years attribute their
honourable motivation, their good character, to? Yes, of course
- to them being 'Aryans' who just happened to be in the police
force. Or, on one occasion, to having an 'Aryan nature'
(accorded honorary Aryan status) even though the officer in
question was 'of mixed race'... Thus the ideology I adhered to,
I believed in, set the parameters of my judgement; prompted the
correct ideological response
[6].
But in truth they, those officers, as one of them once said to
me, were guided by what 'was laid down' and did not presume to
or tried hard not to overstep their authority; guided as they
were by the law, that accumulated received wisdom of what was
and is good in society; a law which (at least in Britain and so
far as I know) saught to embody a respect for what was fair and
which concept of fairness was and always has been (again, at
least in Britain and so far as I know) untainted, uncorrupted,
by any political ideology.
Now I know, I understand, I appreciate, that for that reason -
of so being mindful of the limits of their authority, of being
guided by what had been laid down over decades - those people,
those police officers, were far better individuals than the
arrogant, the hubriatic, extremist I was; an arrogant extremist
who by and for himself presumed 'to know' what was right, who
presumed to understand, who presumed he possessed the ability,
the authority, and the right to judge everyone and everything,
and who because of such arrogance, such hubris, most certainly
continued to contribute to the cycle of suffering, ignoring thus
for so long as he in his unbalance did the wisdom that Aeschylus
gave to us in
The Oresteia.
Balance and The Uncertitude of Knowing
One error of unbalance and of hubris - and an error which is one
of the foundations of extremism - is that of allowing or of
encouraging some imagined, idealized, or posited, future to
affect one's judgement, and/or to determine one's actions, and
behaviour in the present.
Thus one becomes not only dissatisfied with what-is, but
concerned with - if not to some extent obsessed with - what
should-be
or what
might-be if what should-be (the goal or
ideal of the extremist ideology) is not realized or not fought
for. Furthermore, this assumed
what-might-be is often
the result of someone making some generalization or some
prediction based on some ideology and which ideology, being an
ideology - an abstraction - is founded on the simplicity of
linear cause-and-effect and of problems/enemies having to be
dealt with in order for some perfect future or some ideal or
some victory to be achieved or brought-into-being. That is,
what-might-be
- and extremist action and incitement based upon it -
requires a certainty of knowing.
This is one error I persisted in even after - as a result of
pathei-mathos - I began to fully develope my philosophy of The
Numinous Way with its emphasis on empathy, compassion, humility,
and personal honour. An error which, for example, led to me, for
some two or more years, to ebucinate the abstraction of 'the
clan' as some sort of embodiment of 'the numinous' and of honour
and as an idealized means of manufacturing a new type of society
as if such a future, such an assumed, hypothesized, society
might offset some of the suffering in the world.
An error which the uncertitude of empathic knowing most
certainly reveals. For empathy - the living, the numinous, way
to know another living being - is a sympatheia, sans all
ideations, with a living being in the immediacy-of-the-moment
and involves an individualized proximity, and thus discovers
only the knowing of that one living being as that living being
is in that one moment, or those moments, of empathy. A discovery
applicable to only that specific being and a knowing which some
future empathic discovery in respect of that same being might
change. For living beings are subject to change; their life is a
flow, possessed of an a-causal living nature; and thus another
encounter with that same living being may reveal it changed,
altered - perhaps better, or matured - in some manner.
Certainly, in respect of human beings, pathei-mathos is or can
be a vector of interior change.
Thus, the faculty of empathy - over a succession of moments
linked in causal time by a duration of days, weeks, or months -
may intimate to us something about the character, the nature,
the physis, of another person. A subsequent meeting with that
individual - months, years, later - may intimate a change in
that nature, possibly as a result of pathei-mathos.
There thus arises the knowing of the wu-wei, the humanity, of
empathy; a knowing of the transient, the a-causal, nature
of the living-knowing, the revealing, the a-causal knowledge,
that empathy may provide, and hence the need not to judge, not
to prejudge, some past or future living being (or even the same
being once known) unknown to, or as yet untouched by, such
empathy or by another empathic encounter. For certitude of
knowing - presumed, assumed, or otherwise - is causal, fixed, or
the result of some posited linear extrapolation of such a static
causal knowing into the future or back into some past.
Extremism - of whatever type - depends on this certitude of
knowing, past and future, and which certitude amounts to a
tyranny against the flow of life; certainly there is a lack of
empathy, as well as the imposition of and thence the cultivation
of a rigid harshness within the psyche of the individual which
at best displaces, or which can displace, the human capacity for
pathei-mathos, and which at worst may remove the capacity for
pathei-mathos.
The future certitude of this hubriatic knowing is the given and
fixed goal or ideal; and the certitude of struggle being
necessary to reach that future goal or make real that ideal. The
past certitude is of a given idealized past and/or of past
glories (if indeed they were glories). And the present certitude
is that of identity - of 'we' being different from and better
than 'them'. A certitude of identity and of assumed difference
that gives rise to prejudice, hatred, intolerance, and all the
other characteristics of the extremist
.
Thus, for a neo-nazi or a racist, 'Aryans' (or 'Whites') are
regarded as superior to 'blacks' and Jews, and the 'separation
of the races' is regarded as the ideal goal. This superiority is
a given, an affirmed, certitude, and regarded as fixed, past,
present, future, and applicable to most if not all of the
'inferior' group or groups. There is thus no uncertitude of
knowing in the individual; no interior balance; no wu-wei; no
empathic discovery of the character, the nature, the physis, of
other individuals as individuals in the immediacy-of-the moment;
no allowance made for change, even by pathei-mathos. There is
only harshness; generalization, supposition, assumption; a rigid
adherence; the arrogance of certainty, of 'knowing' some are
superior/inferior, that there is black/white, Aryan/Jew; that
separation is 'necessary' and desirable. A need for stasis,
and/or the desire to inhumanly try to make living, changing,
individual, human beings fit some static category and thence the
prejudice and intolerance and hatred based on or resulting from
such an assumed or idealized static category.
As I know from my own experience, the certitude of knowing and
the certitude of identity that an ideology provides displaces
personal love, fairness, compassion, kindness, tolerance,
empathy, peace, and wu-wei; or at least assigns to them a far
lower importance than hate, injustice, harshness, intolerance,
prejudice, strife, and disaffection to society, to what-is. Such
certitude, such a lack of the humanity of empathy, also provides
us with a fixed, an - according to my pathei-mathos, my
experience - incorrect, answer to an important question
attributed to Aeschylus and asked over two thousand years ago,
and which fixed incorrect answer encourages, breeds, plants, the
τύραννος within us
[7] - our
hubris, our inner egoist - and which wrong answer encourages,
which breeds, which plants, tyrannical societies as well as
allowing such a
τύραννος as Hitler to gain an abundance
of followers obedient to his hubriatic will.
The important question is
τίς οὖν ἀνάγκης ἐστὶν οἰακοστρόφος
[8]. And the fixed and the
incorrect answer is always the same: some leader, some
τύραννος,
some sovereign, some ideology, some goal, some rigid identity,
is there to guide us, to provide us with meaning, to justify our
actions. To explain away or justify our lack of empathy, our
lack of compassion, our intolerance, our suspicion, our hatred;
our lack of wu-wei; and our lack of respect of the numinous, our
lack of respect for other life, for human beings different from
us. A wrong answer to explain our amnesia, ou
r forgetting or ignorance of the
wisdom of the past; a wisdom embodied in what - at least
according to my admittedly fallible judgement, born from my
pathei-mathos - is the correct answer given to that question
asked thousands of years ago and which correct answer is in my
view an excellent reply to extremism. An answer which embodies
that uncertitude of knowing that is the essence of balance and
which uncertitude the faculty of empathy makes us aware of
. For
the answer to preventing the extremism of hubris, to who guides
us, who steers us, to whom we should look, and whom respect, is:
Μοῖραι τρίμορφοι μνήμονές τ᾽ Ἐρινύες [9].
David Myatt
April 2012 ce
Notes
[1] I have outlined, in part one, what I mean by terms such as
ideology, society, politics, and wu-wei. As explained in several
other essays - such as
Ethos of Extremism - by extreme I
mean
to be harsh, so that an
extremist is a
person who tends toward harshness, or who is harsh, or who
supports/incites harshness, in pursuit of some objective,
usually of a political or a religious nature; where
harsh is
understood as rough, severe, a tendency to be unfeeling,
unempathic.
[2]
The Meaning of National-Socialism (dated 108yf, i.e.
1997)
[3]
ibid.
[4] In my essay
Society, Social Reform, and The Numinous Way
(dated February 2012) I briefly touched upon 'a numinous
approach' to social change and reform. Which was the apolitical,
non-violent one of personal example, and of fostering,
encouraging, the natural, slow, interior and personal change of
individuals.
[5] The good is what is fair; what alleviates or does not cause
suffering; what is compassionate; what empathy by its revealing
inclines us to do.
[6] It was such experiences - personal and political - which
eventually, after two and half decades, prompted me in the late
1990's to modify my ideology and thus develope what I termed
non-racist 'ethical National-Socialism'. But even that did not
alter my commitment to extremism, my extremist activities, and
my desire to undermine and overthrow British society.
[7]
ὕβρις φυτεύει τύραννον. 'Hubris plants the tyrant.'
Sophocles:
Oedipus Tyrannus, v. 872.
[8] "Who then compels to steer us?"
Aeschylus [attributed],
Prometheus Bound, 515
[9] "Trimorphed Moirai with their ever-heedful Furies!"
Aeschylus [attributed],
Prometheus Bound, 516